I have been battling for quite a few years....so many awful things have happened in my life...this had led me feeling down and dipressed as if God was just silent and watching....I know he has his ways...but I am suffocating...I love God...I believe in Him...I know he loves me too...I feel let down
i often if not most of the time, notice the same thing also.
Yes Mercy. I think many Christians ARE let down. For that is what we are called to do. SUFFER. And suffer we must. But the difference IS: One day there will be NO MORE SUFFERING. That is the promise we as Christians must hold strong to. For once the Great Controversy is finally resolved ... Will will live with Him in Paradise.
If that don't cure what ails ya ... I don't know what will !!!
Kidding aside ... I too can relate to what you are going through. And I know it's hard to keep in perspective what I have said above. I don't have it all together yet either. But I do believe that what I've said is the answer. I need to keep telling myself that anyways.
Good luck. God go with you.
Mercy. I wanted to share with you that many have the same feelings.
Habakkuk had the same struggles and thoughts.
1:2 - "O Lord, how long shall I cry, and thou wilt not hear! even cry out unto thee of violence, and thou wilt not save."
Habakkuk is a good read. Try it.